Yay! Everyone is doing the Colorgenics test.

You should too, tbh.

Try it out here.

It’s incredibly accurate.

You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.

You dislike playing the field in every sense of the word. When you develop a relationship it needs to be a close fulfilling one, one that has deep meaning for all parties concerned.

You feel tired - worn out and listless. The last thing that you want to do is to be in an open conflict with those around you that are forever tormenting you. What to do? That’s the rub. You are feeling that you are being choked - unable to breathe.

You are pretending that the situation around you doesn’t matter, but the effort of trying to conceal your emotions and anxieties is resulting in untold stress. The existing situation is disagreeable. You feel unwanted and lonely and you would really like to associate with someone whose ideals are as high as your own. You want to be above the standard of mediocrity and this need to be needed and that need to need has almost become an obsession. You are trying to magnify the need into a compelling urge. You would really like to tell the world how great you are but no, you are holding back because you feel that your peers may treat you with contempt. This is a great pity because you have in fact a unique quality of character, but the continual restraint that you impose on yourself makes you suppress this need for others and you pretend you don’t really care. You treat those who criticise you with contempt. However, to be honest, beneath this assumption of indifference you really long for the approval and esteem of others.

You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship.

Every night

• 9pm: "I'm going to bed now"
• 10pm: "I'm going to bed now"
• 11pm: "I'm going to bed now"
• 12am: "I'm going to bed now"
• 1am: "I'm going to bed now"
• 2am: "I'm going to bed now"
• 3am: "FUCK"

GET TO KNOW ME

1. The meaning behind my URL: liekeblogger; Lieke is my name. I added “blogger” to it ‘cause when I first started this I thought it was Blogspot #2 (a.k.a. Blogspot mashed with Twitter and Facebook).
2. Weakness: Whipped cream.
3. Best friend(s): I don’t do that anymore.
4. Last time I cried and why: Leslie and Ben in the Smallest Park. Obviously.
6. Favorite rapper/rap group: Childish Gambino is my boo but I like Kanye too.
7. Biggest turn off(s): Stubborn. Ignorance. Judgmental as fuck. Shorter than me (that’s the biggest dealbreaker for me).
8. Fact about my sex life: I was under 10 years old the first time I made out with someone.. Not kidding. After that, I’ve had some highs and lows.
9. Tattoos I want: I’ve always wanted my initials “LB”. I can decipher that into multiple things that mean a lot to me. But, I don’t think I’ll ever get one.
10. Biggest turn on(s): Arms.. Musical. Dark eyes. Oh my god, if you can dance the merengue or salsa or bachata.. God.. But I don’t really care about all of this. All I want is just feel genuinely happy once I’m with you. Be taller than me though.
11. Age: 18
12. Ideas of a perfect date: Is it bad that I always wanted to just be with someone for a while and take a tour bus through NYC at night? I don’t know. Just sounds so perfect. But I don’t know about a first date though.
13. Life goal(s): I have no clue. My whole mindset has changed in the last year.. So, all I want is to just have a (mediocre) succesful career - something creative - and hopefully a nice guy with me and maybe some kids later. I don’t know. I’m young, I still have some time to think about all of this.
14. Piercings I want: I don’t really.. want one.
15. Relationship status: I guess I’m single.
16. Favorite movie: Whip It is the first movie that comes to mind.
17. A fact about my life: I’m biracial! Black and white to say it in short way.
18. Phobia: Frogs. When you have like a bottle of ketchup and there’s ketchup on the cap. Pets with nails - which are basically all pets out there. Are those phobias?
19. Nicknames I have: I’m usually just Lieke. But I’ve been called: Liqué. Liekefeet. Liekje. Liek. Lil’ Muffin. Li-B. Sometimes some of these come back. Rarely.
20. Tattoos I have: I don’t.